So this is the start of my new daily blog I guess. I don't know if I'll be able to keep up with it but I'll try.
So yesterday, my sister gets mad at me and starts reciting all the things she hates about me just because I don't want to hear about the subject of my mom losing her job. So I went up to my room crying and realizing how imperfect I am to my family. So I created a new shell, a new persona, to take over and be perfect for everyone and live up to all expectations.
My friend, Nyssa, didn't take it so well. Today, she wouldn't talk in GTT and I am 99% sure it's my fault....
If you're someone who won't like me the way I choose to be, by all means, abandon me....
I don't need you guys to act depressed and mad, leaving me to think it's my fault when it may not be, just because of something I chose to do to protect myself.
I'm not trying to hurt you guys.... I'm just.... Trying to make sure I don't go back to A4.....
But if you guys choose to keep disliking my shells.... Then that's your choice.... So yeah.... I'm sorry.... To everyone.....
-Menimienai
So yesterday, my sister gets mad at me and starts reciting all the things she hates about me just because I don't want to hear about the subject of my mom losing her job. So I went up to my room crying and realizing how imperfect I am to my family. So I created a new shell, a new persona, to take over and be perfect for everyone and live up to all expectations.
My friend, Nyssa, didn't take it so well. Today, she wouldn't talk in GTT and I am 99% sure it's my fault....
If you're someone who won't like me the way I choose to be, by all means, abandon me....
I don't need you guys to act depressed and mad, leaving me to think it's my fault when it may not be, just because of something I chose to do to protect myself.
I'm not trying to hurt you guys.... I'm just.... Trying to make sure I don't go back to A4.....
But if you guys choose to keep disliking my shells.... Then that's your choice.... So yeah.... I'm sorry.... To everyone.....
-Menimienai
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